Day 113 –I’m Depressing Myself- July 19, 2006 – (P-day)

Today was a day to sit and reflect. I’m depressing myself. I look at what’s happened to S and I get depressed. I didn’t want to slow down to explain all of this stuff to her. I wanted to keep chugging along, progressing like we were, before we got “anti-ed”. Don’t get me wrong, I’ll stop to answer the questions S has, but I don’t like anti. I didn’t like hearing the lies in politics and the scare tactics that were used back then when I was growing up listening to talk radio. (“Which is really “Oidar” spelled backwards”. ; Ludwig von Drake; A Symposium on Popular Songs) I didn’t like that then, and I don’t like anti now. (Although, I must admit that the “Oidar” comment has cheered me up a little bit.)

I won’t let it get me down! But I am really tired today and a little stressed out, so I’m going to try to go to bed. Exciting last note of the night: Tomorrow, July 20th, is my companion Elder Pierce’s one year mark. I’ll talk more on this exciting bit of news tomorrow.